Sunday is Father’s Day. It is a national day that people use to celebrate their fathers/fatherly figures/mothers who are also “the dad”/a memory of a father. For me, it is a Sunday.
Why? Because my dad isn’t special enough? No. Because my dad doesn’t deserve it? No way!
Because my dad is my best friend, my closest confidant, my rock. I daily tell my dad how much I love him and how great he is. And if you know him,you know how great he truly is. He is the first person I go to when something great has happened or when I am so angry at someone or something or when I just need advice. He is literally my best friend. ||bittersweet||
My dad is not perfect, but he is the perfect dad for me. I am a spitting image of him. He taught me all of my great sarcasm, he gave me different ways to think through things, and he taught me how to be excited about life, even when it sucks muddy water.||bittersweet||
Most importantly, he has taught me that God only wants the best for me and loves me so much. My dad has taught me that just because you ask God for something, there is a good and perfect reason for the answer you receive.Β ||bittersweet||
My daily prayer is that my dad would be healed, that the cancer would just go away and that he would live forever. (because, come on, he’s my dad.) God hasn’t healed my dad and some days are really rough for him, but he STILLS has faith and shows me daily that just because he’s sick doesn’t mean he can’t be my dad. Cancer sucks, but it has made me appreciate every single moment I get to share with my dad and the memories we make.Β ||bittersweet||
I love you, Dad. Thank you for every single thing you have ever done for me. You have no idea how much you mean to me. You are truly the greatest dad.
//as far as the east is from the west and the north is from the south. as deep as the ocean and as high as the sky//
[[and to everyone who has lost their father in this past year, two years ago, or fifteen years ago, just know that my heart goes out to you as you view Father’s Day a little bit more bitter tasting.]]